The fact that I'm posting after 1:00 a.m. is a good indicator of how my evening (after 9 pm) has ended.  There are some stressful situations occurring right now and I am definitely wanting to deal with the stress by EATING!  UGH!
I'm going to look at these situations with a "glass half full" attitude.  I can sum that attitude up pretty easily:
If tonight's stress would have happened 80 days ago (Pre- Green/Red), I would have had a major "sweets" binge.  I would have eaten untold amounts of sweets, containing zero nutritional value with LOTS of calories.  I wouldn't have logged ANY of my food. I would have been "off" the dieting wagon for no telling how long.  I would be eating myself into oblivion every day and then I would have kept telling myself, "I'll start again tomorrow."  But " tomorrow" would be so long in coming, all of the lost weight would be regained.
Today, 79 days into this  Green/Red journey, I still found myself WANTING to eat the stress away, but NOT CRAVING the junk food.  I gave into the stress to some extent.  I'm over in calories and sugar grams.  However, I ate watermelon and beef jerkey for my stress eating instead of candy bars and cookies.  
THAT'S PROGRESS!  I have faith that I will eventually be completely free of the bondage of emotional eating.  I have come a long way already and I feel and see a huge difference in my mentality toward food and eating.
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