Today was the worst GREEN vs RED day out of all 91 days!
I was very frustrated this afternoon and I reacted to the emotional stress by eating.  I didn't eat anything unhealthy (I had grapes, almonds, 94% fat free popcorn), however, I ate WAY TOO MUCH!  Nothing I ate satisfied my "hunger."  I realized, after consuming a lot of food, no amount of food or variety of food was going to calm the stress/emotions I was feeling.  I was (subconsciously) trying to "eat away" the anxiety I was feeling emotionally.  I finally had to deal with the emotions.
The last 10 days have been extremely demanding.  I have had some very time consuming activities that were beyond my control.  Things are finally looking up now and I refuse to let the schedule or life in general derail my new healthy lifestyle.
To get back on track tomorrow I have already chosen what I am eating and have already logged it into My Fitness Pal.  I'll eat what is on my food journal and nothing else.  I will go to bootcamp in the morning.  I will get 6 hours of sleep.  My sleep had been terribly inadequate lately, which probably has a lot to do with the stress eating tonight.  I'm exhausted!
On that note, I'm going to sleep.  Tomorrow will be a better day!
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